Bittersweet
I can’t express how thankful I am of this opportunity I’ve been given. I’d say this is a great one, a big break that I’ve waited for. Until now, I could not believe that I am here. This honestly was part of my dreams and I am so happy that it has come real.
But it’s been only a week and to honestly tell you, it feels longer. And it’s getting harder and harder by the minute knowing that my wife is giving birth in the next 24 hours without me around. I wish I could be there in a snap so that I could take care of everything while she endures the hardest moments. And then back here when everything goes smooth again.
I should be enjoying the city outside. Or sleep the whole day in this big room. But it’s actually hard to do. Maybe I’ll just smile and pretend that it’s real.
Did I make the right decision? Have I really chosen to be away than be there on her birthday?
Big decision, big sacrifice, big blessings.
To my friends and relatives, please pray for my wife’s safe delivery. If you can, please pay her a visit.
Honey, like I always tell you, be strong. I know you are. I’m sorry that I can’t be there. Have a safe one. I love you!
Thanks honey!